Happy New Year Sherry and your beautiful family. I wish you all a wonderful New Years. I hope you find comfort & peace throughout this new year & always. If you were wondering why all the Mickey's, Jennifer loved him so. Take care of yourself.
Lots of hugs, Janice & family, and Angel Jennifer.
~Merry Christmas Nick~ / Mom My Dearest Son, You are on my mind constantly. I can't help continuing to ask God "why"? Why take my beautiful son? You had so much more to do on this earth Nick, dreams to live, goals to accomplish, love to give and laughter to share are just a few. I go to your gravesite and stare at your marker. It is still so hard to believe that your shell is there. You will ALWAYS be in my heart Nick. I swear that to you as I always have. Please know that tomorrow whem we thank God for all of our blessings, we always pray for the ones that are no longer with us. I want to believe that you, Wes, Grandma and Grandpa, Papaw and all the other beautiful Angels will have a divine day. Merry Christmas Son. I love and miss you always!
Nicholas, Sherry, Wayne and your beautiful family,
God Bless you this holiday season and always.
Live, Love, Laugh
Live with a heart full of dreams Love from the depth of your soul And embrace every moment of laughter
Love and Hugs, Angel Jennifer Pokerwinski's family
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~Happy Thanksgiving in Heaven~ / Mom
Two nights before Thanksgiving, you were in my dreams. Thank you! I have missed seeing you like that so very much. I woke myself up trying to reach out to hold you. It was a special, glorious gift. Courtney and I picked out your Christmas wreath and Wayne, Courtney & I went to the cemetery today. I found myself looking at your site and asking "WHY" once again. Why did this happen? Sometimes I think I have accepted that you are gone and then the grief surges through me andf it hurts like it was yesterday that the tragedy of losing YOU struck our family. Holidays are a mixed blessing for me now that you are gone. You always knew how much I loved you and nothing has changed. My heart will ache for you until I see you again. I love you Son.
Today/ Mom I am sitting here this morning remembering this day four years ago. You were already gone by 6 am, but I didn't know it. It is 7:44 am now and by 8:00 am the State Trooper and Wayne came to the door. Wayne didn't have to say anything. I could tell by the tears in his eyes and the presence of the State Trooper that you were gone. I can still vividly remember praying to God that it was someone else. That someone took Wayne's truck and that you weren't in it. The whole way to the coroner's office, I kept telling myself the same thing over and over, that it wasn't you, that it couldn't be my Son, not my Nick. Then I was led into that room and saw my beautiful precious son laying there. There was a wall and a window between us. I couldn't get to you, I couldn't touch you, I couldn't try to bring life back to you. I felt so helpless. A Mother's instinct is to protect her children from anyone and anything I wasn't able to do that. I miss you with all of my heart and soul Nick. We had a very special bond and I will cherish that forever. One day I will be with you again and be able to hold you and see your beautiful face. You truly are my beautiful Angel.
Your Voice.... / Sherry (Mom)
Yesterday, Wayne , I, Courtney, Ariel and Dominic wenr ro Cedar Point. I told Courtney that her and I would have to do a memorial "RIP CORD" ride for you. We never were able to, but it is something I want to do again. It was strange because I kept hearing your voice say "Come on Mom, let's do this" or "come on Mom, let's do that. You said that Aunt Carol and Justin were slowing us down. I wanted to just sit there in the middle of the park and have a good cry. I really could hear you Nick and all the excitement in your voice. You were like a cruise director throughout that place. Thank you, thank you, thank you for asking me to go. Also, thank you for talking me into that "Rip Cord" ride. It is a great memory that I have and also the video that Bonnie made us. I am proud to be your Mom, Nick. I love you and hold you dearly in my heart and in my soul.
Father's Day / Mom I know how much you loved all the holidays and wish you were here with us for Father's Day. Also, the Strawberry Festival is going on now. I know how much you loved the shortcake. We all really miss and love you Nick. A part of all of us went with you that day. We love you Buddy.
Mother's Day / Mom
Tonight was Courtney and Jamie's celebration for their wedding. I was so incredibly nervous all night long, I felt like I was going to jump out of my skin. Earlier today, I thought I would freak out because I couldn't get to your grave. Now, as I sit here crying, mourning for you, I wonder how I have made it this far without you. If it weren't for the support of family and friends, the love from my children, I'm not sure where I would be. I pray to God that someone will see this site and learn not to be in a rush, not to wait till the last minute to go some where. I pray they see the agony this family is going through and make sure their loved ones don't go through the same thing. Sometimes kids think they are invincable. I'm here to tell you that they are not!!! I miss you my darling, handsome son with all of my heart. Please be with me in spirit on Mother's Day and always. <33333
Your neice and nephews / Mom The kids all came back from Guam. I can't believe how much Jimmy and Dominic have grown. Olivia weights 23# and is 6 mo. old. I keep thinking how much you would enjoy them. I am sure you are looking down from Heaven at them and Ariel, watching them all grow and go through their different phases. Please keep an eye on all of them and your brothers and sister too. Everyone loves you and misses you Nick.
~Nicholas Angel~ / Mom I read a book called "Johnny Angel" by Danielle Steel today. It was about a Mom and her son being so close. The son was killed in a car accident on prom night. His entire family was falling apart without him. He came back to help everyone deal with losing him and to help them with their own lives. His Mom and younger brother were the only ones that could see him. I have your picture sitting on my desk in the frame that Courtney got me for Christmas. I looked at you and cried for the longest time wishing and praying that you would come back to us and let me see you and be with you for however long you could. I never got to say goodbye and it hurts so bad. I love and miss you with every beat of my heart Son.
SENDING LOTS OF LOVE / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT (BRITT'S ANGEL FRIEND )Read >>
SENDING LOTS OF LOVE / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT (BRITT'S ANGEL FRIEND )
Happy Easter / Mom
~Happy Easter in Heaven Nick~ You are so loved and missed. Wayne and I went to the cemetery today. It was so cold outside. I sat there and begged you to visit me in my dreams. I came home and took a nap and there you were. What a glorious thing to be able to spend time with you. We just talked and held one another. I was so afraid to let go. I do remember that when I had to walk away that I told you hat you would always be with me. I hope you understand that Son. I will never leave you nor let you be alone. In one way or another, we will always be together. You are my precious gift from God that was taken away before it was time. I miss you, i love you and I would do anything to have you back. Close
Happy Easter Nick. We were away for a couple of weeks and I couldn't get on here. I wanted you to know that Courtney had your picture tucked inside her wedding dress close to her heart so you could be close to her. The holidays are even worse without you. I wil always remember how much you enjoyed them and how much we all enjoyed you being with us. I love and miss you more than words can describe. You are my Angel, Nick. Please watch over your brother as he is going through a difficult time. Good Night Angel - Sweet Dreams. <333333
Homer the Clown / Nick's Mom
I am amazed that you found Nick's site. You have no idea how much hearing from you means to us. Nick and Justin loved having you at their party. It is truly a blessing to hear from you. Please thank your nephew for us. Please feel free to come back any time. We love to hear from you. Thank you so much again for making a time in Nick's life so happy. God Bless You Homer! Close
Homer The Clown / Homer The Clown
As Homer The Clown, I entertained at Nicholas' 3rd birthday party. I am sorry to hear about his accident. I feel blessed that I had the opportunity play a small part in his life.
This site was brought to my attention by a nephew, who lives in Florida.
You have done a great job in letting others share his moments in history.
I will be gone for awhile Nick, but you will be with me, in my heart. I love you so much and wish you could be with us. Please watch over Courtney's wedding and everyone traveling. Also, please keep an eye on your brothers. They are both doing better, but I will always worry. Like I have said a thousand times, your death has affected all of us and none will be the same. You are my shining star, Nick. I love you with all of my heart. <3333333333
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